Your shrugs are waves are shrugs are motions for me to move closer.
I know this because it must be true and because of the look of your face when you catch me looking. When will I catch you? I could be wrong. I can’t be. This shouldn’t be so secret, so confusing. But it is, it is. Lovely run your eyes down me.
I saw you walk by. You saw me see. A doe I became after your gaze flipped my stomach, squeezed my waist. I ran as if your eyes widened, gleamed, into headlights that would have shined through everything if I didn’t escape, leave…
A seagull shat on my jacket. The light summer-ish jacket that I bought in winter. I gave it to the dry cleaning lady and she said it’ll be clean by Wednesday and that I shouldn’t worry and that the abundance of seagulls and their faeces brings her a lot of business. I don’t know why she told me that. She looked bored.
Today is Wednesday and I am on my way to retrieve the clean jacket. It’s real sunny and I’m not sure I even need the jacket back. They can have it and the seagull poo that adorned it. I don’t care. All I want is to go to the seafront, drink an Innocent smoothie and relax into some Sufjan…